being totally free..

i am extremely upset today, too bloody sad until i cant cry. i could barely speak, only two to three words throughout the day.
From today onwards, i am totally free. free from being haunted and infected by a virus. i hope i'll stay free until forever, until i die. i know i am so weak and very vulnerable to be infected again, but i have a super strong faith that Allah will protect me.
Ya Allah, please guide me to the right path. Amin.